so many 'christians' are pushing people away; It is utterly sickening.

why would a non-believer become a christian if they are living there lives the same way as you? what kind of example does that set?

we are meant to be christlike. yet, so many 'christians' are living in the world, and simply playing church. this isnt the way its meant to be.

it all comes down to love. love God, and love people. that is the word, that is God.

GOD IS LOVE and LOVE IS REAL!



I do not sit with deceitful men, nor do I consort with hypocrites. psalm 26:4

You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. matthew 7:5

"this is getting to be a habit"
"you're spending too much time at church"
"you're not going to church, for church"

its like im living 2 lives.
i can be completely happy at church and school, then come home and im miserable. people keep telling me "youre making yourself miserable." if that was true, wouldnt i be miserable, all the time?

i miss being happy, and carefree. i miss things being easy, i miss having people to go to when things werent. i miss being young, and able to trust everyone. i miss being able to depend on people. i miss being able to talk, and not worry what people would say. i miss being able to go home, and talk about whats going on, what happened at church, and school.

im sick of having to separate church and home. to keep everyone happy. you can NOT please everyone, and i keep putting myself last. im sick and tired of having to live like this.

why cant they be happy? why cant they see that this is what i need? what they need? why cant they understand? why is it so hard?